so much for 'life still goes on'. it's still throbbing with pain.
i'm juz a stupid girl who's trying to pretend tat i'm alright. but hell, no.
nobody cares anyway.
damn. i'm feeling like a real idiot. here i am, sitting here with it throbbing with pain. i doubt the other is feeling anything at all. probably dismiss the conversation like i'm some stupid bloody idiotic over-sensitive ridiculous unreasonable woman.

why the hell am i born a girl wif bloody damn freaking those hormones? can i be born an ant instead. at least ants dun go thru heart breaks. i think.